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Sunday, 27 April 2008

  • Time Does Fly...

    I can't believe how long it has been since I have posted a blog.  Well, I guess life gets busy...I know mine has.  Well, here is a quick review of the past two and a half years.

    Well, December 2005 I found out I was pregnant.  I waited until Christmas Eve to tell Charlie, I gave him a "World Best Dad" mug.  The look on his face was priceless.  Well on July 4th, 2006, Matthew Charles was born--my patriotic boy.  I can't believe he's almost two.  I'm not working anymore--being a mom is a full time job in itself, especially with #2 on the way.  Yup, by the end of October we'll be blessed with a second little one.  Maybe this one will be born on Halloween :)

    Charlie is still going strong with his private practice.  He's had offers from university hospitals, but I think he enjoys the small town life.  It is peaceful, and I don't know what we'd do without our town.  The people here have become our surrogate family...since neither Charlie nor I have much family to speak of. 

    It's hard to know what else to write.  How do you condense nearly 3 years into one post.  I suppose that is why most people blog on a regular basis.  All I know is that when I began writing this blog, I really had no idea of who I was or where I was going.  Now, I have conceded to the fact that I may never fully know or understand my past, but I see a brightness in my future--with my husband, my family and my faith.  I have been granted such peace. 

     

Tuesday, 30 August 2005

  • What Sad Lyrics:
     
    Do you ever feel like breaking down? 
    Do you ever feel out of place? 
    Like somehow you just don't belong 
    And no one understands you 
    
    Do you ever want to run away? 
    Do you lock yourself in your room? 
    With the radio on turned up so loud 
    That no one hears you screaming 
    
    No you don't know what it's like 
    When nothing feels alright 
    You don't know what it's like
    To be like me 
    
    To be hurt, to feel lost 
    To be left out in the dark 
    To be kicked when you're down 
    To feel like you've been pushed around 
    To be on the edge of breaking down 
    And no one's there to save you 
    No you don't know what it's like 
    Welcome to my life 
    
    Do you wanna be somebody else? 
    Are you sick of feeling so left out? 
    Are you desperate to find something more 
    Before your life is over?
    
    Are you stuck inside a world you hate? 
    Are you sick of everyone around? 
    With their big fake smiles and stupid lies 
    While deep inside you're bleeding 
    
    No you don't know what it's like 
    When nothing feels alright 
    You don't know what it's like
    To be like me 
    
    To be hurt, to feel lost 
    To be left out in the dark 
    To be kicked when you're down 
    To feel like you've been pushed around 
    To be on the edge of breaking down 
    And no one's there to save you 
    No you don't know what it's like 
    Welcome to my life 
    
    No one ever lied straight to your face 
    And no one ever stabbed you in the back 
    You might think I'm happy 
    But I'm not gonna be ok 
    Everybody always gave you what you wanted 
    You never had to work
    It was always there 
    You don't know what it's like 
    What it's like 
    
    To be hurt, to feel lost 
    To be left out in the dark 
    To be kicked when you're down 
    To feel like you've been pushed around 
    To be on the edge of breaking down 
    And no one's there to save you 
    No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) 
    
    To be hurt 
    To feel lost 
    To be left out in the dark 
    To be kicked 
    When you're down 
    To feel like you've been pushed around 
    To be on the edge of breaking down 
    And no one's there to save you 
    No you don't know what it's like 
    Welcome to my life 
    
    Welcome to my life 
    Welcome to my life 

Friday, 26 August 2005

  • BEAUTIFUL LORD, WONDERFUL SAVIOR, I KNOW FOR SURE ALL OF MY DAYS ARE HELD IN YOUR HAND, GRAFTED INTO YOUR PERFECT PLAN.
    YOU GENTLY CALL ME INTO YOUR PRESENCE,GUIDING ME BY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT. TEACH ME DEAR LORD TO LIVE ALL OF MY LIFE THROUGH YOUR EYES.
    IM CAPTURED BY YOUR HOLY CALLING, SET ME APART, I KNOW YOUR DRAWING ME TO YOURSELF. LEAD ME LORD I PRAY.
    TAKE ME, MOLD ME, USE ME, FILL ME.
    I GIVE MY LIFE TO THE POTTERS HANDS
    CALL ME, GUIDE ME, LEAD ME, WALK BESIDE ME.
    I GIVE MY LIFE TO THE POTTERS HANDS.

Wednesday, 24 August 2005

  • I Made Her Because I Love Her

     

    I made her. She is different. She’s unique.

    With love, I formed her in her mother’s womb. I fashioned her with great joy.

    I remember, with great pleasure, the day I created her.

    I love her smile. I love her ways. I love to hear her laugh.

    And the silly things she says and does. .  .She brings me great pleasure.

     

    This is how I made her.

    I made her pretty, and not beautiful.

    Because I know her heart, and she would be vain.

    I wanted her to search her heart and to learn

    That it would be Me in her that would make her beautiful,

    And it would be Me in her that would draw friends to her.

     

    I made her in such a way, that she would need me.

    I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be,

    Only because I need her to élan and depend on Me. . .I know her heart.

    Had I not made her like this, she would have gone and shoes her own way,

    And forgotten Me, her Creator.

     

    I have given her many good and happy things,

    Because I love her.

    Because I love her, I have seen her broken heart and the tears she has cried alone.

    I have cried with her, and have had a broken heart too.

     

    Many times, she has stumbled and fallen alone,

    Only because she would not hold My hand.

    So many lessons she’s learned the hard way, because she would not listen to My voice.

    So many times, I have sat back and sadly watcher her go her merry way alone,

    Only to watch her return to my arms sad and broken.

     

    And now, she is Mine again! I made her, and then I bought her!

    Because I LOVE HER!

    I have to reshape and remold her, to renew her to what I have planned for her to be.

    It has not been easy for her or for me.

    I want her to be conformed to My Image. . .This Is the goal I have set for her.

    Because I LOVE HER!

Monday, 22 August 2005

  • Smile.  Make them think you're happy.

    Lie, and say that things are fine.

    And hide that empty longing that you feel---

    Don't ever show it.

    Just Keep your heart concealed.

    Why are the days so lonely?

    You wonder where, where can the heart go free?

    And who will dry the tear that no one's seen?

    There must be someone, to share your silent dreams.

    ~Caught like a leaf in the wind.  Looking for a friend.  Where can you turn?

    Whisper the words of a prayer, and you'll find Him there.  Arms open wide. Love in His eyes.

    Oh, Jesus He'll meet you where you are.   Oh, Jesus! He'll heal your secret scars.  All the love your longing for . . .it's Jesus.  The friend of a Wounded Heart!

    Joy comes like the morning.

    And love, deepens as you grow.

    And peace beyond the reaches of your soul, comes flowing through you.

    For love has made you whole.

    ~Once like a leaf in the wind. Looking for a friend, where could you turn?  You whispered the words of a prayer, and you found Him there. Arms open wide.  Love in His Eyes.

    Oh, Jesus he meets you where you are.  Oh, Jesus, He heals your secret scars.

    All the love your longing for. All the love that you need!

    Oh it's Jesus!!! The friend of a Wounded Heart!!!

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